Bratz...Bratz and more Bratz

No not my kids although sometimes.......... Just kidding! After a major melt down this morning with Destiny and clothes, not wanting to go to school. I decided to clean out the girls room. I moved their bed, guess what I found? 10 Bratz dolls and all the feet and clothes even a 3cpo head not in a bag or a box.. all over the floor. Now if I could just find the nintindo ds I would be happy.

So I will be selling Bratz on e-bay along with Destiny's clothes that dont fit.

Adoption

Uugggggghhhh I am feeling crazy today!!! for the past couple of weeks ive been glued to the computer. A adoptive Mom/ freind is adopting from Ukraine. There was no update for a while. does she not know im going crazy here!!!
Jim and I started our adoption journey to Ukraine. We had everything ready, all the papers were ready to go. we just didnt have enough money and I just go off the fertility rollercoaster. So with that said im just alittle excited/jealous. I want to go. :(
It was meant to be because I have 3 wonderful childern. Speaking of my kids were sick with the flu. My job is not always understanding about staying home. being in nursing you would think they would. I tried to post pictures. My laptop wont let me. So I guess Ill have to get on the old crapper puter.

Friday Grrrrr

Some may be ready for the weekend but im dreading it! I have to work :( Destiny's 9th B-day is sunday. She really didnt want to do much. We took her out to eat to a place she wanted to go. The other two kids were wired. Jim ended up yelling at them telling them they were acting like a bunch of apes.

Ive been kinda miserable with allergies. This year seems earlier than usual. Maybe im just getting old.

Im doing baby steps so small posts for now. But I will post a picture of Cowen from this weekend at the races.
Well, I was but my laptop is acting screwy, after 4 atemps I will try for tomorrow.

since school has started I have a little time to sit and update.
2 kids in counciling one on the way. Cowen age 4 is in OT for fine motor skills, twice a week. Working full time and all that stuff I dont have mush to write that readable.
We are having problems with birth gradparents, more like Bgrandma. She is so pushy and controling. What she doesnt know is Im the ring leader in MY family! I call the shots! Destiny's birthday is this weekend and they want to see her. Hmmmm ... I dont think it's a good time.

I have been battleing the dog crap. I have one train but our female pug is untrainable. Pee's every where even if taken out. Grrrrr!

My 14 yr wedding Anv. is the 14 of Oct. and we are wanting to take a trip. I really want to get out of Dodge .. I mean town.

well thats all for now.

Monday

Today was a good day.... HOT but good. A friend and I took our kids to the kiddie pool just like old times. When we were sahms. What was really great was nobody was really there. It usually is packed. I should have taken pictures but the brain was on overload, We packed like we were going camping.

Fathers day was ... ok, I had to work. I bought him some stuff and took him out to eat. Thats about all.

Im not really liking summer so far. Rain and thunder storms, tornados and now HOT muggy heat. And when I go t work I have to wear unbreathable clothes.
Well, the dogg is telling me it's time for bed. I would hae more time if I wasnt soo addicted to facebook. I have reunited with some old friends from hight school, LOVE IT!!!! Plus Farm Town.

So I gotta go. I posted a picture of the puggies. I had to put them on the wash machine, it was the only way to get them to sit still.

kid free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My kids are gone for a week. They left sunday with my sister to the farm. She took all 3. So I'm supose to be going through stuff for our yard sale. cleaning my house, but i'm enjoying the peace and quiet for now. Yes I slept in and it was great except the dogs still need taken care of and they let me know it. I have a few days off and I really can't get into gear to do anything today.

Some of the blogs that are on my friends list that I read everyday, I wish I lived closer to some I think we would be good friends. I don't have a lot of friends that are in the same situation as me. We don't have friends that have adopted or did foster care. All our friends are supportive but don't really understand what we go through or understand what RAD kids are.

Well, thats about all the blubbering I should do for today, Bilbo and I need to get busy.(he's snoring right beside me)

I wrote this last night

Mothers day weekend we took the kids to South Dakota. We stayed in a motel with a huge indoor water park. It was supose to be relaxing for me. But it just seemed like we were in the car most of the time. It's a long drive for 4 complainers (3 kids and me:p )
The weather was hot here today and my girls got sun burnt for the first time and school isn't even out yet. Good old Nebraska weather, I'm sure it will rain tomorrow. I was going to post a few pictures from the trip but they are on my lap top and Jim is on it. I will try later. The thing about waking up @ 4am is I find it hard to type or think after kids are gone to bed. So I better spit out what I can before the MUSH takes over.
This morning Was a crazy day. We have not had a RAD morning in a while so I knew it was coming. She can only hold back for so long. My head is starting to hurt just bringing it up. What I found out was not to get all flustered up about it. But I did and it bothered me all day. The min. I droped her off at my Mom's it was over for her. and thats what pisses me off more. She knew it was all about getting to me. and then it was all over. I instead was grumpy at work all day.

Sorry I didn't finish this last night. It must have been when the mush hit.