Blahness

I'm trying to write every day .. HA! I have to admit I have been irritable lately. October 26 was adoption day for the girls. We took them out to eat. Dec. 20th is Cowens. He really does not understand what that means. He knows he was adopted and thats all. The girls (Destiny) remembers more. Teanna does not remember just what Destiny tells her. Cowen turned 4 on the 12 of Nov.
Today Cowen and I went to Goodwill with Rachel and Meghan her daughter that is Cowen's age. I was determined to buy something today, I found some hot pads that were brand new. Cowen found a Dolphin and that was about it. I did find some photo frames I would like to re-finish but maybe next time Blah!

"FAT THING"

Today was a fat day for me. I am over weight and really need to lose a bunch, But today I was feeling extra..... fluffy (aka bitchy) I wore a scrub top to work that was to tight and it bugged me all day. I walked in front of a mirror and wondered who the hec that fat butt was.

My day died of a heart attack. I am afraid of getting everything he had. So in Jan. My friend Rachel and I are starting our weight loss Thingy. I am getting a membership to the Y. I LOVE to work out but just getting motivated to do it is another thing.

I had to work this weekend and today I went to work on 3 hrs of sleep. Teanna was sick puking most of the night. My poor baby she's 6 and never complains.
So I guess I will take my fat butt to bed.

We made it through Holloween. Then my Dad died on the 4th of Nov. It has been crazy trying to do things for my Mom. They were married for 55 years. My 6yr old took it hard she and my Dad were close. It is hard to explain death to kids. But with Jim losing his parents the past 2 years we think we've done ok.
I loved my Dad, he was old fashion but the best Dad. I have one sister and three brothers. My brother from Alaska made it and tried to help my Mom get her money in order. It just has been crazy. I'll try to write every day.