Wednesday, May 27, 2009

kid free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My kids are gone for a week. They left sunday with my sister to the farm. She took all 3. So I'm supose to be going through stuff for our yard sale. cleaning my house, but i'm enjoying the peace and quiet for now. Yes I slept in and it was great except the dogs still need taken care of and they let me know it. I have a few days off and I really can't get into gear to do anything today.

Some of the blogs that are on my friends list that I read everyday, I wish I lived closer to some I think we would be good friends. I don't have a lot of friends that are in the same situation as me. We don't have friends that have adopted or did foster care. All our friends are supportive but don't really understand what we go through or understand what RAD kids are.

Well, thats about all the blubbering I should do for today, Bilbo and I need to get busy.(he's snoring right beside me)

Monday, May 18, 2009

I wrote this last night

Mothers day weekend we took the kids to South Dakota. We stayed in a motel with a huge indoor water park. It was supose to be relaxing for me. But it just seemed like we were in the car most of the time. It's a long drive for 4 complainers (3 kids and me:p )
The weather was hot here today and my girls got sun burnt for the first time and school isn't even out yet. Good old Nebraska weather, I'm sure it will rain tomorrow. I was going to post a few pictures from the trip but they are on my lap top and Jim is on it. I will try later. The thing about waking up @ 4am is I find it hard to type or think after kids are gone to bed. So I better spit out what I can before the MUSH takes over.
This morning Was a crazy day. We have not had a RAD morning in a while so I knew it was coming. She can only hold back for so long. My head is starting to hurt just bringing it up. What I found out was not to get all flustered up about it. But I did and it bothered me all day. The min. I droped her off at my Mom's it was over for her. and thats what pisses me off more. She knew it was all about getting to me. and then it was all over. I instead was grumpy at work all day.

Sorry I didn't finish this last night. It must have been when the mush hit.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Mommies babies

My new obsession. Yes I bought girlie clothes for her.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009


I'm still here. My job has been sucky lately and I didn't want to be all bitchy here,soo i was bitchy to everyone else. I demanded for mothers day we go somewhere relaxing Sooo We are getting ready to go on Vacation and every one is getting sick.

We did have an addition to our family, New Puppy. I decided my life want crazy enough we got another pug. I will try and post a picture of her. she is all black, a little cutie.
I will write more later